I really wish I could compose a song right now.

It feels like the music is inside of me, just waiting to burst out, but I just can’t get it to work out. It’s as if I’m suffering from some insane form of writer’s block or something where not only can I not write (lyrics) but I can’t write music (notes). Like, what instruments should I use? How do I get my hands on all those different instruments? How can I get the right riffs down the right way? How do I convey what I hear if I don’t know how to play all of those instruments and if I don’t have the time or money to do so? How do people do mixes at home so well? So many questions…